tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91709213878606677372024-02-08T08:03:10.611-08:00In Search of the Golden AppleDianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-7021856872126996682011-01-25T21:58:00.000-08:002011-01-25T22:05:25.446-08:002011It's been over two years and I have merely stumbled across this old blog of mine. No one reads it, but it's a rather public record of my ramblings and lapses into coherent insanity. Not too much has changed. I am still in love with Errol Flynn, I still write pretentious poetry and love is a bitch. As I'm entering my final semester at university, I hope to blog much more frequently and about much more interesting things. Right now, it's 6 AM my time, so I will drift off to sleep...Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-80712902809109436612009-12-26T14:59:00.000-08:002009-12-26T15:00:08.668-08:00Yet another idiot...<b><a href="http://www.overheardinnewyork.com/archives/021258.html">Here's Leonardo DiCaprio to Explain</a></b><br/> <!-- ID = 131098 -->Wife: The Titanic sank for hours?!<br/>Husband: No, the sign says the Titanic sank four hours. Over a thousand people died.<br/>Wife: Why didn't they just get on the life boats?<br/><br/>--Titanic Exhibit<br/>via <a href="http://www.overheardinnewyork.com/">Overheard in New York</a>, Dec 26, 2009Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-11339585143945391142009-11-21T20:09:00.000-08:002009-11-21T20:49:19.625-08:00Musicals are FunnySo, I'm listening to the Christopher Plummer Cyrano, specifically 'I Never Loved You' and 'Tell Her'. I really hate the moral, that you need to tell the person you love that you love them or else you'll live miserably for decades. Jeez. I wish life was that simple, all you have to do is say it and then it is. I just keep laughing inwardly. 'You love her, then why don't you tell her?... Demand that she say yes... For how the hell can a woman tell you love her, when she hasn't been told?' I find his friend's advice more funny than Cyrano's nose. I think the only show to tackle this realistically is Avenue Q, even with puppets. The unspoken hope in 'Mix Tape', 'He likes me, but does he like me like me like I like him', and the heartbreak in 'There's a Fine, Fine Line', 'I guess if someone doesn't love you back, it isn't such a crime, but there's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of your time'. 'There's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.' Most of my college papers have centered on love and romance, whether its farce in Shakespeare, the embarrassment caused by Louis XV's voracious appetite or the Modernist misguided form found in Woolf. I guess I want to explore this until the point that it interests me no longer or to quote the Boy From Oz 'I'd rather leave while I'm in love, while I still know the meaning of the word'. I'm hoping that by the time I find real love, that I won't realize I have, or else I would be forced to put it in perspective of my nearly life-long research from my very young idolization of Clark Gable and Sean Connery to my early school crushes to Hugh Jackman and Gerard Butler to my frustrating (lack of) love life as a young adult to my possible lifelong adoration of Errol Flynn. I don't think I'll ever tell the person I love that I love them, or at least not in the life-altering/affirming way. I may throw it around like when they do something hilariously out of context I'll say it. Or if they say it first, it really is the only polite response. But I am coming to think that once you start to define and label love, then it isn't love anymore. Love should remain a mystery. Even thirty years into marriage, you should still look at that person and smile to yourself for really no apparent other than that they are there and hopefully didn't notice your side-way glance. It's once you tell yourself that you love him, that you have doomed your relationship for you will always hold it to some higher ideal or if not you always run the risk that he doesn't 'love' you back. So don't tell him, don't read into that mix tape. Just let it be and as long as you are happy near him, that's really all that matters. What more can you ask from life, God and the mystery of it all? <br /><br />Recommendations:<br />Listen to the Soundtracks of...<br />Cyrano (1973), 'Love Her', 'I Never Loved You', 'You Made Me Love'<br />Avenue Q, 'It's a Fine, Fine Line', 'Mix Tape'<br />The Boy From Oz, 'I'd Rather Leave While I'm in Love', 'You and Me'<br />Nine, 'My Husband Makes Movies', 'Unusual Way', 'A Call from the Vatican'<br /><br />Particular Songs<br />'The Party's Over' from Bells are Ringing (1956)<br />'Love, You Didn't Do Right By Me' performed by Rosemary Clooney in White Christmas<br />'I've Got to See You Again' by Norah Jones, yes not part of a soundtrack, but listen anywayDianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-17844712783883839352009-11-14T19:20:00.000-08:002009-11-14T19:29:49.489-08:00<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzyST2ScU_9N4piYZAyq6oT8U4M58kVw7vS6mIxZ2HltWRKZIUX8PrpKsiw0kE97e01EQc8fEU4jkS_zr2nLw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-75385812073691881292009-08-11T11:14:00.000-07:002010-03-22T20:03:58.722-07:00Pretentious Poetry Part 3Dreams are only lies that our minds believe.<br />Hopes, wishes and wants continue to deceive.<br />He said he loved me once, I said he lied.<br />He said he cared for me once, I stared back and cried.<br />There are days that are okay, there are nights that are bleak.<br />Why was my love so strong, yet my heart and mind so weak?<br />So here I sit, as for another love I dream on to seek.Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-19220719608130091622009-06-22T17:12:00.000-07:002010-03-22T20:03:20.703-07:00Pretentious Poetry Part 2 (to the tune of Janis Ian's 'At Seventeen')I learned to love at fourteen.<br />I saw him up on the movie screen.<br />He made me laugh, he made me smile<br />I haven’t felt that way for awhile.<br />The valentines that never came,<br />I felt my youth waste away.<br />A younger man stepped in my life<br />I pictured a future as his wife<br />Love was not meant for him and me<br />Not like the man on the movie screen.<br />He would never break my heart,<br />Never rip my dream apart <br />Of joining him on that movie screen.<br />For all of those who play the game<br />You will never feel the same<br />After all, it fades away and all that remains<br />Is the man on the movie screen, <br />Looking you in the eyes<br />Telling you it’s okay, you’re not alone<br />The boy never caused you pain<br />So here I sit alone at first,<br />Until the part that he rehearsed.<br />He comes on screen with his smile<br />It’s nice to be there for awhile.Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-6010581891909618322009-06-22T16:37:00.000-07:002009-06-22T16:39:05.723-07:00Hopeless RomanceI love love. I love the idea, the dream, the essence, the being of love. We all aspire to this golden ideal. If we are good people, hopefully karma will kick in and let us attain this all-thrashing, pulsating fire in the heart only equaled by the indescribable smiling bliss of couple-dom. I’m not saying marriage or an official partnership, but a deep undeniable connection. Whether it be man, woman, shim, that special someone is out there waiting for just the right moment to spring in our lives and throw everything upside down, leaving us scrambling for the pieces until finally you and them are on the same level and your eyes meet, your feet touch, you gently graze their arm. That is when it clicks. When you know why you are here and why they are there and why out of all the places and all of the circumstances, this has happened; that you are in love. You cannot easily describe love or else it would be quite simple to figure out and find. But instead it taunts us, lying merely inches, moments, nano-seconds from our grasp. It is in pursuit of this concept that the feeling can turn into lust, obsession, even desperation. This is when we turn from lovelorn protagonist into a villainous monster of a mess. Emotions run high, neurosis sets in, and you begin to disgust yourself to such an extent that you contemplate ending it all. But then, moments before jumping off the cliff, staying too long at the bottom of the pool or sticking your head in the oven, you realize that no, this can’t be love. This can’t be the hope, the wish, or the dashing man on the able steed riding you off into the sunset. There must still be that out there, that this is only a dark chapter in the storybook of your life. You may not be able to erase the original misconception from your mind, but you can try to dismiss it for what it was, a mistake, a stupid mistake, trying to love someone who does not nor ever will love you. That they never lusted, obsessed, or were led to desperation over you. So now, walk over the dead carcass of a long gone era of self-inflicted pain and romantic exclusion, on to something better, someone better who will make you feel whole in their arms, a certain warmth with their smile, a blush rising on your cheeks when they look into your eyes and you forget everything. <br /><br />This post’s film recommendations:<br />Shakespeare in Love<br />Andrew Lloyd Webber’s The Phantom of the Opera<br />Wuthering Heights (1970)<br />Gone with the Wind <br />Gigi<br />Someone Like You<br />Sabrina (1954)<br />Love Affair (1939)<br />The Philadelphia Story<br />Becoming Jane<br />Lolita (1997)<br />Ever After<br />The French Lieutenant’s WomanDianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-48632165189530309862009-06-22T16:32:00.000-07:002009-06-22T16:37:46.344-07:00Pretentious Poetry Part 1The trees reddened down the street <br />with rustling leaves playing at my feet.<br />Squirrels nestling with their chestnuts so warm,<br />Each step I trudge back to the dorm<br />With piles and piles of messy pages,<br />Each proving inescapable cages.<br />I yearn for a time when the leaves flew by<br />And all I could do was giggle, <br />But now I think back and sigh,<br />'All I have loved will die.'Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-33984847476432944612009-06-09T16:48:00.000-07:002009-06-09T17:36:45.169-07:00Hey there, me with the stars fading in my eyesHey there, you with the stars in your eyes...<br />I've been a horrible blogger, barely keeping up and I have no excuses other than lazy schoolwork and drunkenness. I realized recently that nothing is quite as you thought and it is a poor chance that it ever will be that delusion once dreamed. Everything loses its charm and mystery. As a child, I watched Vertigo and deemed Kim Novak as the epitome of womanhood from her bleach blonde hair to her statuesque figure to Jimmy Stewart's infatuation. As a semi-adult, I re-watched the Hitchcock masterpiece in horror as my childhood ideals were torn to shreds with laughter from Stewart's clumsy detective work to Novak submitting to a makeover if that would make him love her, not even to mention the bodiless head of Stewart floating in psychedelic reds. It all seems quite ridiculous. To extensively list the reasons would take years and the motivation of a paying book deal. A certain nostalgia sets in and then forces you to re-evaluate your current life, maybe I am being too cynical, too feminist, too idealistic that I can't accept the film the same way as I did as a child. <br />It's the same change that you get when something you loved individually becomes popular in the masses. For example, when I saw Tomb Raider II: The Cradle of Life, I thought 'Who is that man?', referring of course to Gerard Butler. From then on I was head over heels, even though it took me a search on the internet to know he is Scottish. And then Phantom came out, which was popular but not enough to hinder the seeming individualism of my crush. I went to five screenings and who knows how many times I have watched it on DVD, memorizing each shot with Gerry on film. And then 300 came out, everybody and their cousin loved him, from teenage boys to little old grannies. I began to resent his popularity as people began to try to tell me about this new hot Scot from this movie about some ancient battle. I was furious. I had not watched Dracula 2000 to have people inform me of his existence. I had pictures of him cut out and glued inside my binders. But now, I have come to terms with his popularity as I guess it was inevitable, maybe not the supposed dating of Naomi Campbell, Jennifer Anniston and Cameron Diaz. Oh well, what can you do? At least he isn't married.<br />Even in my 'work', I've reached a certain level of pessimism. The script that I've been working on for far too long is hopefully (fingers crossed) nearly at an end. After some drinks with an old crush and his girlfriend, I realized a good twist for my protagonists. *Spoiler Alert* (as if) Originally I thought of having the leading lady reveal herself as a booze hound, which would explain her abnormal obsession with Holly Golightly. But for the months that I have spent pondering, that did not feel right. It seemed a cop out, as couples do not work out without the helpful excuse of alcohol or drug abuse, even couples that never were. I couldn't have it be lack of attraction, as she is Holly Golightly after all. Oh yeah, the plot is about a young male writer who meets a woman who thinks she is Holly Golightly in modern Manhattan. Anyways, so after an awkward night, it dawned on me that maybe they don't end up together after all and he is with someone else at the end, while she is on her lonesome along with another twist which I don't want to divulge right now. Even my fictional characters do not receive happily ever after endings. I love love and romance and everything, but I cannot bring myself to write about it happily. I know that sounds horribly selfish and sad, but so far in my life I have not found that person to make me unselfish and happy, instead mere glimmers of hope shattered sharply as a result of my delusion. It's funny; I've never been physically intimate with someone I actually cared about. So both love and sex have been dashed in one single blow. Haha! <br />Yeah, on a lighter note, think of that Haha! a la Hugh Laurie in Blackadder as George either Blackadder the Third or Blackadder Goes Fourth, if you really want a giggle think of the pronunciation of revenge in 'Chains' from Blackadder II. Oh, I love Hugh Laurie. So much. From Jeeves and Wooster to Blackadder to Stuart Little to the bit in Man In The Iron Mask to his SNL appearance to House... Yeah, Hugh Laurie is nice to think about with his almost googly eyes and obnoxious grin which can transform into sexy curmudgeon-ness. He can cheer up any day. And on that lovely note, adieu! <br /><br />Film Recommendations:<br />Vertigo<br />Lara Croft Tomb Raider 2: The Cradle of Life<br />Andrew Lloyd Webber's The Phantom of the Opera<br />Dracula 2000<br />300<br />Dear Frankie<br />Attila<br />Breakfast at Tiffany's<br />Love in the Afternoon<br />The Man in the Iron Mask (Leo Dicaprio version)<br /><br />TV Recommendations:<br />Blackadder (Seasons 2-4)<br />Arrested Development (Seasons 1-3)Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-29360222180434088072008-12-10T15:11:00.000-08:002008-12-10T15:12:12.861-08:00The lights flickered as the chill swept the empty flat. Shallow shadows haunted the bleak walls as I sat rocking back and forth thinking over philosophies and ideologies, trying to think of something profound and life-altering. But nothing comes. I want to write, but cannot think of what is worthy to force the ink to paper. It’s nice, neat blank computer paper. So clean and crisp, like 1950s laundry. An image flashes of red a la Hitchcock’s Marnie. My mind goes directly to the tips of my fingers. A stinging, sharp pain and flowing red.<br />Never mind the paper. There’s ink or maybe lead. But lead can be erased and what would the point be. At least with ink there will always be some sort of blot, possibly used later by a psychoanalyst on rough times. Books lay like dead butterflies scattered across the carpet. All hopes and dreams of efficiency are dashed. A couple sentence fragments turn into newly illegible cross-outs into a sketch of a chair into new bin lining. The conundrum of the seemingly educated writer; nothing reasonably good seems innovative enough, in this vast world somebody has done exactly what someone else is contemplating. Nothing is original, even in questioning worth of self and one’s prose has become passé. What is the purpose of writing if not to explore new avenues of thought which have been circled around endlessly for centuries? It seems that I will never have a truly original thought and have set forth to write no more.<br />But I have to write to live. I cannot live without self-expression, no matter how self-indulgent. Oh damn if I am cliché or passé. I will write no matter the possible paper cuts or mental blocks. I am what I am and the world is my oyster.Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-21132427078632072062008-07-18T22:08:00.000-07:002008-07-18T22:34:05.014-07:00I am in love with Errol Flynn<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.poster.net/flynn-errol/flynn-errol-photo-xl-errol-flynn-6229752.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://www.poster.net/flynn-errol/flynn-errol-photo-xl-errol-flynn-6229752.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p style="text-align: right;" class="MsoNormal">I am in love with Errol Flynn. So what? He is possibly one of the greatest film stars ever. Now, notice that I said film star, not actor. Actor is too lofty of a word and profession for such a voracious soul. An actor is Lord Larry Olivier, not Errol. I love him from the moment he steps into the screen effortlessly to only leave within seemingly fleeting moments and leave a void deep within the hearts of his audience, be them male or female. He is a hero, he is a lover, he is a man greater than circumstance would allow. He <i style="">is</i>, even though he has passed on to the other side, abyss or God forbid, damnable hell. He continues to lighten the lives of those whose eyes are blessed enough to see him on the silver screen, home television or even YouTube clip. As all great men, he was and continues to be one of many contradictions… Film star, but not actor. A great lover who attempted marriage and children. Hollywood’s great physical specimen, yet his body was ravaged by malaria and other severe ailments. Politically active, but no one was certain to which side he leant. This man had been charged with Nazism, communism, homophobia, homosexuality, statutory rape, regular rape, cocaine, heroin, marijuana, large alcohol consumption, prolific seduction, white slavery, modern pirating, along with much, much more. He flew to the battlefront of the Spanish Revolution, befriended Castro, dated a 15 year old at the ripe age of 48 and was supposedly buried with five bottles of whiskey.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Every time he winks, smiles or calls Rosalind Russell a tricky wench, I warm up inside. When he begins some blatantly uplifting speech to his men, I fall for every single cliché word. When he finally can steal a kiss from his current on-screen love, I wish that I could have started such a flame, but all I have to work with now is embers.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.errolflynn.net/Filmography/brigade2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://www.errolflynn.net/Filmography/brigade2.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a> </p> <p class="MsoNormal">Many actors have been compared to Errol. Johnny Depp’s turn as Captain Sparrow gave him a nod to the swashbuckler, Warren Beatty was described as Errol Flynn but better by Gene Hackman and even a film critic compared the latest Indy Jones as if Errol had taken up his role again to film a sequel to the Adventures of Robin Hood. The main issue with these comparisons is that most claim the newer surpasses the original by far, which is simply not the case, or why else would they compare these men to him instead of Douglas Fairbanks, the swashbuckler, or John Barrymore, the notorious drunk, or Gary Cooper, the not as publicly noted lothario. It is because Errol Flynn somehow can capture the minds and hearts of all audiences. He is the hero of legend. The only reason that he is not remembered as a great actor is because the studio system would not let him leave his swashbuckling legacy and he was so great in those roles that the public cannot accept him as a comedic romantic lead or thriller villain, but only as the legging-clad Casanova swinging in on a rope to save the day. But how can I blame them? For that is part of me loving him. He is even greater as the years go on, for although commonly compared he can never be matched.</p><p class="MsoNormal"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://drx.typepad.com/psychotherapyblog/images/2008/01/24/errol_flynn_boxing.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://drx.typepad.com/psychotherapyblog/images/2008/01/24/errol_flynn_boxing.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">Recommendations:</p><p class="MsoNormal">The Adventures of Robin Hood</p><p class="MsoNormal">Never Say Goodbye</p><p class="MsoNormal">Gentleman Jim</p><p class="MsoNormal">Four's A Crowd</p><p class="MsoNormal">The Sea Hawk<br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">Elizabeth and Essex</p><p class="MsoNormal">They Died with their Boots On</p><p class="MsoNormal">Captain Blood<br /></p>Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-64860220385822124782008-05-02T18:18:00.000-07:002008-05-02T19:07:27.184-07:00Tim Burton, Can You Hear Me?What ever happened to the great terrible film? The one that was so bad that it was quite magnificent? Where you sat back stuffing your face with popcorn, hot dog or some confectionary treat and laughed your brains out just because of how implausible the plot, characters, even scenery were? And these films weren't particularly B-films because they had A-actors. They weren't Monster from the Third Moon's Eye, more like overly suspenseful attempts at making classic cinema. Like films written to be B, but somehow the acting and sometime the direction made you feel A.<br />For context, I am a major Vincent Price fan. I've adored him and his films since I was a child, I still have nightmares of the cat scratching the redhead's face in Tomb of Ligeia(spelling?), some vampire blood orgy thing and even his cameos on some Scooby-doo spinoff. I was fascinated by gothic horror, obsessing particularly with stories of vampirism, witchcraft and in general the supernatural relating with death. I used to carry around charms, Poe's works, etc. I was a very strange kid.<br />Anyways, no matter how hokey, how obvious, how melodramatic, I sat and still sit through all of the films with a smirk on my face and a glimmer of horrified excitement in my eyes. The best part was how Vincent Price seemed completely knowing of the thrill he gave to the audience, almost showboating his talent for the costume horror. In the Pit and the Pendulum, there is a gleaming in his eye as he plays the innocent, sweet son of the maniacal Inquisitor, as though he knows exactly what he is going to become in the last scene of the film and is excited for the twist. He relishes in the fact that both he and the audience know, while his fellow characters barely have a clue. His eyes smirk at the audience, playing for them as though we were in on some colossal joke. While Bela Lugosi, Boris Karloff, Basil Rathbone, Peter Lorre, even Lon Chaney, took their art in all complete seriousness, Price played with us, not saying he was dedicated to his craft. Actually, probably it is due to his dedication that we derive the sense of him playing for us out there in the dark, that as we leave the theater or the dark room, we imagine that he is lurking behind the door about to ask whether he could offer any refreshments.<br />I miss this sort of cinema. The closest Hollywood has today is probably Johnny Depp. And no, I'm not just following the indie or Pirate crowd. I think that Johnny Depp is one of the few actors who keeps in contact with his audience through the silver screen. He dares you to think that he is merely acting, that whatever role he has picked up is not actually just him on a day-to-day basis.<br />Someday, I really want to write a horrendous stomach-turner, not to imply Vincent Price or Johnny Depp have ever been in one, but... One where you keep asking the screen 'What the hell?' every three minutes. I want the twists to seem so obvious but every time you still jump a little in your seat or let out a guffaw or even laugh yourself silly. But then, I want the ending to be the ultimate terrible conclusion. I want the bad guy to win and definitely not in a good way. Not as some recrimination on society nor as some symbolically anti-Hollywood trick. But just for the amusement of seeing the audience glare at the credits and leave the theater feeling some emotion, whether it be annoyance, questioning, maybe even fulfilled. I hate how I have watched films and left feeling nothing. Feeling completely void as though I had just dozed off in front of the television again. That is exactly why we have films. To heighten emotions, to make us want to cry from the mountaintops, to leap up in the air for fear of a potentially deadly spider, to have us fall head over heels in love with a complete stranger, to be completely and deliriously happy over a slight change in plans...<br /><br />This post's film recommendations:<br />The Pit and the Pendulum<br />The Tomb of Ligeia<br />Theatre of Blood<br />The Masque of the Red Death<br />Tales of Terror<br />The Libertine<br />Don Juan DeMarco<br />Ed Wood<br />Dead Man<br />Sweeney Todd<br />The Man Who CriedDianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9170921387860667737.post-26406561332081140952008-05-01T20:44:00.000-07:002008-05-01T20:58:44.728-07:00Prelude to an AsylumGreetings world, or at least the small portion that will grace a glance at this blog.<br />I have never been that great at introductions. My passion in life is film, especially film actors. Someday, I hope to be a famous screenwriter. I would settle for just prolific, even infamously terrible. Currently, I'm working on a script that has been 'in process' for almost two years now, and by that I mean that I don't know how to end the damn thing. But, oh well, I'm only 18. Orson Welles made Citizen Kane at 26, so I have nine years until I lapse into a depression of booze and Minstrels... Currently, I'm studying at the University of St Andrews, (yes, Prince William went here and no, I haven't spotted him on campus). This is my second blog. I lost the password to my other one, <a href="http://www.irishapple.blogspot.com/">www.irishapple.blogspot.com</a>. Feel free to glance at my previous ramblings about Hugh Jackman, Woody Allen and trends in Hollywood cinema.<br />But enough about me, we have the rest of this blog to hear about me and my latest obsessions, what about you, dear reader?Dianahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03424139756738575059noreply@blogger.com0